just a thought

I swear i'd burn the city down to show you the light.

I don't have problems... just issues.

like today, i killed every single sim in my town. Because even the sad ones pissed me off cuz they were to happy... even after i had made everyone sleep with everyone else. the sims had no clue what to do... but it made me... happy???? don't use that word often.

so don't worry, i have enough dead baby jokes to last a lifetime

Lets take a walk

i had an awsome rambling post, but internet eated it.

sorry

nomnomnom

shhhhhhhhhhh

i want to form a secret society....


i mean i'm already in one-but it would be fun to have another"????

any ideas?

also WTF am i meant to do with 3kg of silverbeet?

Ever so long

I have no idea why i haven't written. i compose these blogs in my head but i'm to afraid to let everyone else know.

Anyway. I've always complained that my life was NOT like a musical, and how no one ever bursts into spontanious song. Today i was proved wrong.

and as an added bonus the pyromaniacs are out to play.

i'll never be as good as you at this shite tara, but i'll keep trying because i know you can never get enough of my inane and insane ramblings

36, 24, 36

as close to perfect as i'll ever get

I'm so sorry

it happened in the past...

it wasn't just me, it never was.

it barely was me.

but someone had to tell.

and that was me.

i'm sorrt i hurt you.

if i knew it would i would have never ever thought of doing it.

that's how much you mean to me now.

and that's why i mean it from the bottom of my heart when i say it.

Sorry

I may be falling apart, but others are doing worse.

and the sad thing is most of it's your fault.... egotistical, neantertholic, i blame you.

may the devil swallow you sideways...

ROT IN THE CESS PITS OF SATAN, we all know you're itching to be bezzlebub

What a week

last week u guys may have noticed that there was a flood on the sunny mid north coast.

yeah, grafton... the place which i am forced to call a home. fun weekend

then yesterday i went out to buy a ski suit an well... i ended up almost breaking my wrist. how can that happen????

not to metion all my friends are fighting over a trivial thing, the soccer oval's still flodded and that fact that i have like 1000000000000 half yearly assignments...

i love my life.

and in truth, that's no lie

i can't even be bothered

isn't it funny when the people you think you can trust the most are the ones that betray you.

i suppose not, but i needed a sentence to start which would really get my point across-though i doubt the person who i mean this to reach will get it due to he fact that she blocked me on msn and she's not on facebook atm and my myspace messager thing is ****ing up. also the fact that i think she hates me for not explaining something which would have seemed stupid and childish and futher degrade her opinion of me... oh and she's going overseas after that so i won't see her for ages

yeah, my life sucks

and also due to the fact that i refuse to go to bed angry at anyone (as you never know who'll die while your asleep) i won't still be able to be angry at her tomorrow, where as she might still hate me.

but do i fade in to the background? am i like one of those ugly pictures that only get noticed occasionly? or maybe i'm just not liked?

Stab My Back

that's all i can say...

actually it's not.

i took to myself with a carving knife yesterday....

very bad idea, well not to bad acually.

but i'd be sent to a phyc if i told anyone that

that should be all
xoxo

?????????????????????????????

Blood May Be Thicker Than Water...But We Need Both To Survive

If u mix blood and water what do u get??? Watered down blood??? Bloter???

That question kept me awake for half the night

I guess i'll find out next weekend-Partay!!!!!

Brizzy on monday!!!!

lent finishes on saturaday......... chocolate, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i mean i'm not religious but it was just a strenght of will thing.

my ipod headphones went through the wash but they work better than before.

I'm always the freak who will never fit in, but i can handle being a freak

I wonder?

i like rain, i like rain alot....

but i don't like it when it makes me miss out an randomly awsome things like my buddies... a whole day without talking to a single one of my MarsPod pals has sent me insane... i was soooooo frigging board i did ironing (but the upside is you can now see my couch).

no joke...

it's wet, it's muddy and i'm pissed off that i couldn't hand my assignment in...

i wonder how everyone else went, i wonder how T's bottom room is going, i wonder how long it took B to get home, and wether she cught the bus (or was it stuck???), i'm worried for M trapped in school for the night and i wonder if she's ok cuz she was saying she was coming down with a bad cough, i wonder what they are eating, i wonder how high the water is everywhere, i wonder when the swamps overflowed, i wonder if C got home safely as i haven't heard from her, i wonder the same about R and K, i wonder if anyonne got struck by lightning, i wonder about all my other pals, wether they got flodded in or flodded out, i wonder if there shoes got wet, i wonder what wet weather room they went to for lunch, i wonder if B will have dancing tomorrow, i wonder how long it will take for the washing to dry, i wonder if the water will get infected with a nasty bug and it will have to be boiled, i wonder if we'll still have a maths test on thursday, or a science test on friday, i wonder what teachers came to school and who will be there tomorrow, i hope no one's been injured but i wonder if someone might, i wonder what i'll miss out on in school tomorrow, i wonder who will come to school tomorrow, i wonder if BDC will get out soon, but i sincearly hope so for M's sake because i'm worried for her, i wonder if we'll get more rain, i wonder if i'll go to school tomorrow, i wonder who will go to school tomorrow.

I just wonder, and feel sick with worry for all my friends, all my aquanticenes and (even) all the people who don't really like me.

I supose that is all, more tomorrow...
XOXO
Izzy

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a blog for the people who actually read...

i haven't blogged lately as i've found another way to write it all down without censoring...

but i shall write occasionly, just for the person who bothers with my blog.

nothing that really grabs my attention except the re-start of vego thursday....

which means i better go as my vegan burger is starting to burn.

Toodlepip

Izzy

Not Flaky My Ass

This Morning we (as in our group) were laughing over the lastest dolly quiz ad seeing who was the most flakeist(as in person who will ditch you and break promises) and guess who was the least??? The one person who broke the one thing that looked like it would be fun.

I'll Give You The Gist..... Normally it is
Me+Elizibeth
Eloise+Ruberta
Teresa+Penolope

But We have this thing coming up and every thing did look like it woul go as normal untill
Penelope wanted to got with Elizibeth

So it was then going to be
Me+Teresa
Eloise+Ruberta
Penelope + Elizibeth

Untill.... Eloise wanted to sit on the window seat on the bus but them so did Ruberta and then Eloise wanted to go with Me so then it would have been:
Me+Eloise
Teresa+Ruberta
Penelope + Elizibeth
Which would of been fine with everyone except Ruberta who for some reason doesn't want to go with Teresa as that would make her loner.

That was when the trouble started....

You See yesterday evening i gave Eloise a chance to change her mind and go with Ruberta and quote she said "I'm Sticking with you, cuz i'm made out of glue" yeah right.... must be clag glue all nice and stuck when dry but as soon as the water hits it turns into a soggy mess that you would normally chuck right out. but thathasn't happened yet soooo, Back to where i was....

Elosie decided today to tell Ruberta that she wouldn't be sitting with her and the look on Ruberta's face said it all. And then everyone started to fussover her and Eloise decided to revoke her desicon and was to me "oh.... ruberta really doesn't want to go with Teresa and you wouldn't mind one bit if i changed my mind and went with her.... i'm so sorry"
and i was like huh???? because it was like everything she had said before had become void... all the times she was like "i can trust you" and stuff like that was instantly shattered like a pane of glasswhen you chuck a lifeless body through it.

and then i resloved myself to lock in the dark cloud occasionly that haunts my mind and keep on the cheerful demeror that i try so often so i said "Sure, it doesn't matter to me"

But then as if to rub salt into an open wound Ruberta sent me a note that is as follows:
Thank you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so soso so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so (i think you get the point now) much for not making me loner.
ILYSM
Ruberta

i mean????? if i made her not loner did i instantly exile myself into the loner filled world of Lonerbeta????
and then everyone thought that when i sure that i was telling the truth and not trying to bite my lip and stop myself from storming out.

And that was the end....

well the kinda end

And that is the 42nd chapter in thestory i'm writing.... any simialrities to real life weren't intended and everything is purely coincidently if it may or may not have hapened to me recently

Sometimes I wish We'd just all Implode!!!!!

post post post

14 finally

been a while

as the title says it's been a while.... and it's not because my life is soooooooooo fab i haven't had anytime

infact i just haven'tbeen bothered

and also i'm pretty pissed off

i mean....

HOW THE HELL CAN YOU FALL OVER A GUY WITH ONE ****ING LEG???????

and he was still standing up perfectly normally.

i know weird right.

Almost my b'day...ka'ching hehehe

oh... and i had a maths test yesterday got 95%(3 wrong) and topped the class ain't that fab.

OHHH... and one of my friends tried to kill herself with a screwdriver (well not really kill but cause herself pain)

actually it was 2 of my friends...

but only one of them thinks i'm messed up(Friend 4(I think)) and Friend one makes me smile sooo much so it hurts so much more when she try's cuz she always just might. YOU get that Friend1???? and i always read your blog!!!

Untill then XOXO
Izzy

P.S Green is my new fav

Guess who's back

ME!!!!!

never would have guessed that would you.
i should have posted a blog sooner then i have (though the chances of anyone reading it aside from friend1 are a little bit low) but i just haven't been able to, every time i go to the computer and onto blogger i just can't think of anything meaningful to say.

thatjust about sums up the lameness of the life of me.

i supose i should try make my life more interesting or at least find things normal people would find interesting interesting. but i just can't do it.

anywho..... here is a list of all the semi interesting things that happened to me this week:
got honked at again by pervey motorcycle guy(see the last post)
friend 2 came over and on the afternoon she flirted with jpc7-1 and jpc7-3
and i can't think of anything else.

so there...
xoxo
izzy

Lawnmower Murder

Ahh the wonders of the blog,

never have so many people with nothing to say, said so much

a question to all of my dedicated blog readers (i think only one)....

if you knew someone you didn't like was passed out drunk in your neck high lawn from hell and you conveiently forgot to tell your lawnmower man and he ran over them and they became a very good fertilizer would it be the equivelent fo hireing a him man to kill them????????????

Got honked at several times yesterday by young dudes in cars and perved on by a dude on an awsome motorbike thoughthe dude wasn't that crash hot while mowing the lawn- did anyone know that people considered hot, sweaty, petrol smelling almost 14yrolds attractive????

but yes as i was mowing the lawn i realised that you could pretend u were looking at something else and just go ahead and kill someone-i didn't it to several newspapers and a blanket

Oh well... thats just my insanity

over and out
xoxo
izzy

you killed my LOLcat

To My Bam/LOLcat/AAR/many other things buddy,

this very exciting instalment of my BLOGolishious BLOG is dedicated to u... seeing as it's highly likely you'll be the only person who bothers to read it. LOLcat

1st thing 1st... what does this blog mean

B-oring

L-long winded

O-ver the top analysis of the

G-ayness of my every day life

that is all

xoxo

Izzy

Mwah, Mwah LOLcat

P.S LOLcat

BAM!!!

How ManyPeople Are In Your Barber Shop Quartet?

Brand new blog today....

can't think of much more to say actually...

Any of you guys every played the Monkey Island Comp Game????

Cuz i use to love that, cept one time i like killed the other guy in the caber toss....

It was ment to be a childrens game! WTH?????

Anyway.....

Can u guys think of any awsome ways to die????

I mean yesterday i almost impaled my self on a sea urchin.... how lame can you get?

any interesting stories???

xoxo